Hurt feeling

Its my fault
Sometimes we tend to speak as usual
But it seems it can hurt other people
Perhaps the way i speak just i want to provoke her
Mayb....
Sometimes i feel unsure
Feel that im the bad person
Feel jealous toward her treat others
Feel i just need when nobody around
Feel like abonden
Feel like useless
And i the cause people hate her
Eventhough i not mean like that
So lets be the bad people
The one who say behind u
Futhermore i will leave too
Why bother about her feelings
Im nobody to her
She loves other people more
She dont need me
I always like this
Thinks others but not myself
I always do the mistakes repeatedly
Mayb i should not have quite close to anyone
Be urself so i can less hurt
Just alone
Be alone
Less hurt
Less feel
Happy for urself
Just family will always with u