Roller coaster

Pengalaman mlm ni...
Ada gak manusia yg berani ....
Berani gila lar...
Bwk keta cam roller coaster...
Smpi dr duk kanan blh beralih kiri...
Stress gila...
Nk msj pn susah....
Blh plk main reverse bagai....
Nsb baik jln lengang...
Ya allah....
Scarynya....
Takut wei...
Hopefully last time kuar ngan dia....

Dosa

Ini la dosa kutuk org x hbz2....
Mengata psl dia memanjang
Automatik kena blk diri sendiri...
Kena teman member mkn dgn org yg dikutuk....
X nk tp takut plk sentap cm ptg td....
Sensitif betul...
Ada gak manusia lagu ni...
Ni tmbh lg dosa kutuk dia ni...
Aihhh...teruknya perangai diri...
Hopefully x terkena lg...

My little sister(friend)

I like her
She quite interesting people
Happy go lucky
Always go out
Life with her own decision
Always fast in doing something
Good singing
Very talented and beautiful
Have lot of fun

But sometimes i feel like she does not like me
Feel like she more care to other sister(new friend)
Mayb bec i not excited or fascinated when she tell story
Always the news one
Sometimes only ask me

Mayb the age factor
She still young
But i quite jealous and feel insured
I feel quite annoying and fussy when she teach or speak to me
My own feeling perhaps
And today i argue with him
Mayb miscommunication
But for her i just want to make fight between them
I also did not know
Why i did that action
So we argue
Not good moments
Only sad events
Want to be natural but
Its difficult
So just be a bad person
Remind myself just not close to others again
So i not get hurt
Its only 5 months together
No many people understand ur behaviour
Just hypocrite so that u can survive more and less hurt...

Hurt feeling

Its my fault
Sometimes we tend to speak as usual
But it seems it can hurt other people
Perhaps the way i speak just i want to provoke her
Mayb....
Sometimes i feel unsure
Feel that im the bad person
Feel jealous toward her treat others
Feel i just need when nobody around
Feel like abonden
Feel like useless
And i the cause people hate her
Eventhough i not mean like that
So lets be the bad people
The one who say behind u
Futhermore i will leave too
Why bother about her feelings
Im nobody to her
She loves other people more
She dont need me
I always like this
Thinks others but not myself
I always do the mistakes repeatedly
Mayb i should not have quite close to anyone
Be urself so i can less hurt
Just alone
Be alone
Less hurt
Less feel
Happy for urself
Just family will always with u